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So…tomorrow is the Heart “Procedure” Day…..

Tra!…La!…..

…..I’ve got mixed emotions…..

I really want this “procedure” to fix Absolutely Everything…..

I really want “it” to be over and in the rearview mirror already…..

I Really don’t want to do it…..

I’d really prefer to run screaming into the Swamp and hide…..

But I’m a grown-up these days…and I’ll behave…sort of…(for the moment)…..

“They” said “the procedure” is scheduled to take 3 hours and 45 minutes…..

…..let’s see how close “they” come to that projection this time…..

They missed it by over three hours the last time…..

I’m sounding petulant and bitchy…aren’t I?…..

…..well…that’s because…I am…..

I’m frustrated with my lack of energy…I’m frustrated with the dizziness…I don’t like the medicines that are making me dizzy…I want to ride…I don’t even have a horse who I can ride…and I miss Addy…..

…..I’ve got an attitude and I’m not afraid to use it…..

…..this will be Ablation #3…..

…..(#2 and #3 have been with a new surgeon—we like him)…..

I know I’m supposed to be compliant and un-obstinate and receptive…..

…..I’ll work on it…..

But right now…I have chain-sawing that needs doing…stall repairs that have to happen…and fencing that needs to be completed…..

If being pissed off will help me to heal quickly…..

…..well…..

…..then I’m in real good shape…..

…..things should go swimmingly…..

I’ll work on lightening up…..

I’ll be sunny & cheerful by tomorrow morning…..

…..Woo!…Hoo!…..

I’m sooooo looking forward to this…..

And…all I can say…..

…..is…..

…..the drugs had better be good…..

…..and I am Not looking forward to the fruit cups and/or green Jell-O…..

 

 

 

 

 

 

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